talk about torture!

1:11 p.m. - 2004-05-14

So after work yesterday I went out with Karen and spent some time rollerblading and touring down to the beaches in Toronto. I had a great time as usual, but I have to say, the whole situation is getting frustrating. I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place. I enjoy spending time with her so much, but it’s hard because she’s not initiating anything romantically - which is really hard because if I had a choice I’d probably jump her bones the second I see her. It doesn’t help of course that she wears cute little shorts while blading - considering that I LOVE her legs it SO doesn’t help my situation at all. Having said that, I need advice on what to do. She still seems to be somewhat interested (i.e.. she’s still calling me and wanting to go out and do things) but right now she’s treating it completely as friends - which is not the route I want to go at all. If I keep things the way they are I get to see her quite a bit but there’s no guarantee that it’ll ever change. I could end up hanging around until she meets someone else and breaks my heart again - which would SO not be fun. On the other hand, if I take an initiative and make a move on her (i.e. initiate something romantically) I might hurt our friendship and I won’t get to see her at all - which would also SO not be fun…arggh…lol. Her birthday is coming up so if I was to try something it might be then - but I probably won’t. I’ll probably keep things the way they are for now - at least I get to see her! Maaann..help me out - I need advice?? Talk about torture…..

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