Finally an update!!

10:17 a.m. - 2004-04-16

So yeah, sorry about the lack of entries lately - things have been pretty hectic to say the least. Easter was definitely a good time. Sometimes it's nice to go back home and just vegetate. I always seem more complete when I'm back home. I think part of it is because I live on my own and it definitely get lonely. My brother and my 2 best friends from High School (Doug and Chris) went out and played some pool on Saturday night - which was a lot of fun. It was a little sad to hear that Doug and his girlfriend are having some tough times right now. He's planning on going to Cambridge to do his post-doc (in England) and they're not sure whether she'll be going with him or not. It's sort of shocking because they've been together 7 years, etc. etc.. Again, it adds to my cynicism when it comes to relationships - is there ANY relationship that actuallylasts anymore. Or how about, is there any relationship where both parties are actually happy, and have been together for more than 5 years..lol. I don't know, I have such a romantic view on life that I wish to believe that it can exist - I just don't see any examples. My bro and his g/f are happy right now but who knows what will happen in the future??

Anyways, life for me has been the pits lately so I've decided that it's time to change my attitude and start to make myself happy instead of other people. Screw everyone else...you all can kiss my ass...lol. If you belong in my life, I'll talk to you, if you don't, then you can go fuck yourself :). I now declare this summer to be the summer of J.Wight...woohooo!! I'll be accepting applications for those that wish to join the ride :). Please include your "measurements" and pictures.....

I've also been more actively searching for more homes around this area - my rent is increasing yet again and it's pissing me off so I REALLY have to take a proactive approach on this. It's exciting looking for a new home - does anyone really know what 200 000 dollars look like?? lol

I'll try to update this more often :) - oh yeah, and my pic up there doesn’t want to work for some reason…I’ll get it fixed soon.

(update on Karen )

"If you don't like what I say fuck off, who cares, no one really likes you anyway"

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