another day, another dollar...

7:55 a.m. - 2004-04-07

So another day, another dollar. I’ve been feeling a little agitated lately - I don’t really know why. Maybe it’s the girl thing, or maybe it’s the fact that it’s “supposed” to be spring but we’re still getting freezing temperatures. Or maybe it’s the fact that I feel bad because I haven’t worked out in awhile, or that my last hockey game of the season ended in a loss…lol. I don’t know. I’m in one of those moods. It’s funny, over the years I’ve found that I can be a very cyclic person. In other words, 99% of the time I’m very happy-go-lucky (I really am), but every now and then I get a little depressed and start to sulk a little. It usually doesn’t last long. When I was in highschool I went through the same thing - the funny thing is girls seemed to be attracted to me more when I was in a pissy mood. Why is that??

It brings me again to the realization that nice guys ALWAYS finish last. Lately I’ve talked to a bunch of girls that despite their own opinions, admit that nice guys ALWAYS finish last. I’m continually finding more instances where good girls are dating assholes, and they complain SO much, but they still love the guys and still HAVE to be with them. I think the issue is that when a girl dates a “nice” guy, it’s too easy. In other words, there’s no challenge anymore - the guy actually “likes” the girl and treats her well - where’s the challenge in that??? I see it all the time - I’ve met lots of girls, and if I’m not interested in them, they tend to put more pressure on and try even harder to get my attention. If I start to like them - they back away. It’s really quite funny when you think about it. It still pisses me off though. So, what should I do - be an asshole and get girls, or be myself and get my heart broken…lol.

"If you don't like what I say fuck off, who cares, no one really likes you anyway"

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